You lost me

So sick
So sick of loving you
So sick of trusting
Trusting in vain
When your words mean nothing

Nothing
Meaningless
Empty

They're just words
Words to fool me again
Words to gain my trust
Words to heal the wounds
Wounds of my heart

Deep
Bleeding
Severe

My trust in you
Your words
Faded in time
Faded in the dark
The darkness of your heart

Your mocking laughs
Your cruel love
Your meaningless words

You say I'm beautiful
The most amazing in your eyes
You say I am pretty
Yes you made me feel pretty
But pretty upset

Insecure
Disoriented
Heartbroken

You think I'll wait
I'll wait for you
You think I'm yours
Even if you're not mine
Even if you can't

Can't love
Can't give
Only take


No you're so wrong
You're so mistaken
Mistaken me for,
Someone else
So wrong my love

My cornerstone
My lover
My enemy

I'll keep my love
Keep it for someone
Someone who can
Love me for who I am
As much as I do

Support me
Make me feel loved
Appreciated

Dear why couldn't you?
Why couldn't you keep?
Your hands to yourself
Why couldn't you be mine?
Was it really so hard?

Excruciating
Onerous
Burdensome

Please just forget me
Don't bother me no more
Don't try to make up
I'm really not yours anymore
Baby why can't you see?

You lost your chance
You lost my love
You lost me