I've missed you so

Lightening claws tearing the night
The sharp sound of the dark paper
The silver coin of moon in the pond
The whispers between wind and leaves
Maybe I was wrong to leave
Maybe you were wrong to hope
Maybe you should've let it go
I've missed you so...
I'm just far too late to admit it...

The same color the sky holds
Your eyes...
The same beauty of the spring
Your smile...
You seem so happy, can you not feel?
The emptiness I'm feeling without you?
Why are you smiling? There's nothing to laugh about
Why are you keeping silence? Can you not hear?
Why can't you leave me the same way I did to you?
I've missed you so...
I'm just far too late to admit it...

I'm so desperate, I'm so lost
Price of my sins, a heavy cost
The payback, is crushing my back
The pain in your eyes, slaughters my happiness
Can I put my head on your shoulders?
Can I gain the safety your arms hold?
Can you hold me like you did last time?
Before I run away, afraid of love?
Can you still love me when we can't reach?
Can you just leave me, to get lost in my dreams?
I've missed you so...
I'm just far too late to admit it...

The dark clouds enveloping the moon
The liquid jewels fall from the sky
The wind keeps murmuring your name
Small waves breaking the shape of the silver coin
And I'm standing in an empty circle
I look around but you are gone
I hold red roses in my palms
The cold stone in front of my eyes
Deep steady carving on it though
Keeps carving my heart till it bleeds
Cause the cold letters of your name
Still keep their magic...
I've missed you so...
But I'm far too late to admit it...